So Hiya! ^^ This is essentially my first blog post... well kind of ^^;;;; I make a blog about 5 years ago and never posted, so I thought now  would be the perfect opportunity to restart my blog. So obviously its January and a lot of people make resolutions, including me! Whoop whoop~! So here is  a list of resolutions I want to make so far this year:
1. Stop smoking: I know, I know it gross and horrible but I'm really not good a dealing with stress and it has stopped me from self harming (yes yes, Another resolution is to stop that, too...). But essentially, I just want to be a healthier person. It isn't long term (I'm nineteen and have only started smoking  in October). I think this resolution should just stop being self destructive!
2. Lose weight: Yes, yes, everyone's resolution this year, and the next and the next and the next, but I really need to.Well want to, really. Maybe anywhere between 50 and 70 pounds, between now and next december for an important trip! I eat well, with a few mess ups here and there I'll try to fix, and I'm starting at the Y when Cegep (google it, its basically college ^^) starts up again :3
3. GO TO NEW YORK!: Yes! For march break I want to head to NYC and see my lovely girlfriend! Her name is Isis and I met her a little over a year ago on Tumblr~! We were friends and in August I started really liking and caring for her a lot. She's such a wonderfully babe and I can't wait to finally see her and spend time with her and shop and stuff. This isn't the trip I want to lose weight for though X3. But yeah, excitement~! (and don't try to guess my sexual orientation, I don't have one, I just love <3 p="">
4. GO TO JAPAN!: This is the trip want to lose weight for, I want to be able to shop and stuff and fit into clothes ^^ I really look forward to this trip and I'm even looking into staying there for a semester.
5: Improve on my grades: So last semester was horrible and I just asdfghjklk; my life. Work was crazy, I was working a shit ton of over times while balancing 8 classes and dealing with mental illness. It was horrible. And my grades suffered. Really badly. but now I only have 5 classes so I hope to concentrate more and do better ^^ wish me luck!
6:learn Japanese: Well, learn Japanese properly. I know  few words and phrases here and there, And right now I'm learning Hirigana and Katakana, I've been studying daily for like almost a week :3.
7: stop the retail therapy: I just need to stop. omg. Like now...
8. Tell people How I feel: I don't do this enough. If they're being dicks, I gotta tell 'em!
9: Buy more books that aren't comics and Manga:....Bahahahah.... Yeah. I'm a literature student that needs to actually read more books then I already do.

I think this is my list so far. 9 things in 12 months should be good :3..... I also have to make kombucha and I'll probably make a post about yummy foods, too, because I'm cool.....
Alrighty then, bye bye <33333333 br="">